this is probably going to sound really emoish/twatish but this is how i feel atm :/
im so fed up with life right now :/
i found out the guy i love doesnt love me back anymore and now that hes seeing someone :’( he said that he still wants to be mates coz were like brother and sister before i fell for him but its hard coz i still like him.. i wish it was simpler and hes meant to be coming to see me today so its gunna be even harder :’(
and yesterday i got an unavaliable phone call so i couldnt see there number.. they were shouting down the phone emo and that i should go and die coz im worth nothing :’(
i just wish i had someone there for me 24/7 so i can talk them about everything, cry to them and know that they are always there whenever i need them :’( why is that too much to ask for now..
im so close to giving up with everything :’(






